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MidnightMonkey
Age. 26
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Irish, German, Polish and more
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Tuesday. 8.6.13 2:14 pm
I miss you so very much. I know you said not to worry that "it'll pass in no time". But it's not going fast enough. I wish I could see you even just for a minute, to feel your arms wrap around me as my heart races in it's reaction to you that I can never control. Even just to interlace our fingers together one more time (even just to take your hand as I used to in prayer before an event). I hate how lost I feel without you here... even though I hardly saw you compared to some. But I know that that chance of running into you out is gone or seeing you at the events, if only for a moment... long enough to catch eyes and you to flash me a smile (your amazing, heartstopping, heartbreaking perfect smile...) This is the longest we've been apart and I feel like it's been twice as long. Hearing you on the phone I can't help but smile like an idiot and laugh at the smallest things... just that makes all the bad disappear. I can't wait to see you again no matter where things stand at that point. You really have become one of my best friends... even if just the thought of calling you gives me more of an adrenaline rush than the drop on a rollercoaster. Knowing there's still time to wait, thinking of you and knowing you're not here, I want to lay down and cry. I'll start crying about it at random and it feels good. Then I start to think about all the memories, the little things like driving the 215 singing Bob Marley and Justin Beiber with you... neither of us a care in the world and laughing at ourselves... and I smile. Part of me hates that I can't cry over you being away, even when I want to so bad, because of how happy you make me and how much you've always made me laugh and smile. I hate that I love it so much. But I really can't wait to see you again, love.

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Thursday. 6.6.13 6:09 pm
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