OMG! That's all i can really use to describe everything. I actually lived thru the whole trip across country, with a few ups and downs.... but mostly Hell. Before I even left i was crushed. I ended up getting too close to Jus too close to my leaving... i think that's mainly what killed me and still does. We've been in our own place for just over a month now and I've decided I don't wanna be here. I want to go home sooooooo fuckin' badly.Back to Florida in the house that probably stuck out the most on the street ~> literally... back to being able to walk down the street for half a minute just to "bug" < cough cough flirt with cough > Justin. I know he was pretty much the only friend I had in the neighborhood... but I miss all of them. Here i only have one friend ~ yes he's a very good friend, but i haven't seen him in 2 and a half years. Since I left I've been loosing soo much sleep ~ i think i haven't gotten more then 5 hours of sleep in a night. i just can't, i don't feel comfortable being here again. I need my friends ~ i'm really realizing that now. I never really noticed how much I need my friends when I first got here cause of my "very warm welcoming" that I REALLY didn't expect and honestly now i regret. I have so much on my mind right now... i know i could write most of it cause my parents aren't home ~> even thought it's only 4:15am here <~ but i've been held at a writers block lately and i'l killing me. I express myself by writing and i can't. I have no clue watz going on right now... i'm not as dragged down now by not waking up to see 'Zero' but i miss him. I'm gonna end now, i'll try to add more onto this when i calm down some. Luv ya ~~> Monkey

it's ok Monkey. everyone down here misses you so much and we wish you could come back. But things should get better up there. Always kno that no matter what u can always talk to me or ashley or Tye or anyone. luv ya! ~Midnight~
» Midnight on 2004-08-04 01:11:55

same.......
it really sucks goin into highskool with out knowin wat u r doin. i really dont wanna go into ohs but yet i do. it was much better with u here. im a lil nervous goin into highskool. luv ya. u need any help ask anyone of us. tye
» sad_but_true_metallica2 on 2004-08-04 02:09:00

no
"I never really noticed how much I need my friends when I first got here cause of my "very warm welcoming" that I REALLY didn't expect and honestly now i regret." gee thats nice to know. what im i nothing to you know humm you thot i was jocking when i sead i loved you. no lori i was not. you dont get it you never will. you know what thats all daz's if thats the way you honistly feel the well FUCK YOU
» terry (68.96.171.23) on 2004-08-16 09:07:57

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