Okay, first off I have a new picture of me and I figured I'd put it on here for those of you who don't go on myspace.






And no you're eyes aren't decieving you... YES, I did cut off all my prettiful hair. It now only reaches to my shoulders... but the only problem I have with it is how easily it gets frizzy. And my eyes are soooooo effing awsome!!! Cause like... not even five minutes before I took this picture they were the same color blue as my shirt. Yea... damn... I know.

My mom woke me up around 10am (which for me is early) to go with her to show Jr and Sherry (Jr's mom) where the funeral home is, cause Sherry wanted to see James before he was creamated, and then to go out to breakfast... just me and my mommy. It was pretty cool... we went to Sonic and sat there talking for like 20-ish minutes after we'd finished eating. Just about random stuff. Mostly about James and Matthew, and how if we don't get Matthew back anytime I want to leave Vegas all I have to do is tell her and we'll pack and go... but that we'll stay here as long as we can afford it cause I don't want to leave at least until I'm done in school. Then we came home and cleaned up a bit and I got my hair cut. Actually it's an inch or so shorter than I wanted it... but oh well it still looks nice. Around 4 I think it was... Anthony called and I went over there for a couple hours. After I'd been there for a bit Kevin showed up... said that he was trying to find someone to smoke w/ but then remembered that Tony doesn't smoke anymore and so he said he was bored and looking for someone to hang out w/. Being the genius he is Tony told him that I was there and that he didn't want to hang out... only afterward did he realize that he'd just put me in danger.

Kevin is BJ's little brother... they live 3 houses down from me... BJ is engaged to Kyle... she (Kyle) wants me dead for something I did almost 3 months ago... Kyle was at BJ's house when Kevin was informed that I was at Tony's. I know Kevin well enough to know that he would go back home and tell Kyle and BJ where I was. Luckily they didn't go to his house and I completely forgot about it until we were almost home (my house). We turned into the neighborhood and we were joking around and just as we were about to go around the corner to get to my house we saw Kevin and Jr out front and leaned just a little bit so that we could see around the house that was blocking us from their veiw and, holy shit, there was Kyle and BJ as well. I almost died. I would've just kept walking tho, and gone into my house because I know Jr wouldn't let her do anything to me and that she can't do anything to me on my own property. But Anthony pulled me into the driveway of the house we were standing infront of and told me to call Jr & tell him to get rid of them. The five of us... Kevin ended up leaving just after we got home... stood around for a good 20 or 30 minutes talking and joking around. (okay, yes I admit I am afraid of Kyle... she's got a good amount against me and I'm not one for physically fighting others)
After we got back we had a wonderful dinner that Sherry cooked and then around 10-ish, I'd say, we went out to the strip to wander around a bit. I'm really glad mom let Tony come w/ us... I would've been beyond bored, cause most of the time we were joking around, kissing, harrassing tourists, or stuff like that. Like... he's my boyfriend, but at the same time I kinda see him as my bestfriend too cause I can just have a really long conversation w/ him when I've got stuff on my mind, he's there when I need a shoulder to cry on, or just plain when I need him, he's been here everytime something happened (James dying, Darlene taking Matthew, me going thru my break-downs) and so he knows what all is going on... which makes it a lot easier cause I don't have to explain the situations to him, he already knows.

... but yea, I got off topic. It was really fun, cause all the time that I lived here before, and the year or so since I've been back, I never really got the chance to go see all the stuff on the strip or go and watch the lightshow down on freemont... or even spend time out w/ people I really love and get along with (most of the time). And so it was all just something new to me, but at the same time I felt like it wasn't... cause Tony knew where everything was, he just stayed back w/ me... mom had a good idea of all the stuff, but was uncertain on some things... and Steph knew exactly where everything was cause she lives right down there and considers it her part of town. And Jr and Sherry were just spending time together and enjoying their time out... as was I. I love that I can get out and do all this now, I feel almost like I've suddenly got freedom. Even if my mom is there along w/ Jr, Sherry, and Steph... I got to spend a good five or so hours on the strip w/ Tony. We only got back around 3:00... that's why I'm still up, but not for long tho.
Well I'm out, I've got a couple other things to do before I sign off and go to bed.
love,
~*Singe de Minuit*~

wait wait
u dont have mathew anymore? or was i cing things. dude thats not rite.
» sad_but_true_metallica2 on 2005-08-21 08:29:12

very interesting indeed, lol Yea, its good 2 have a good friend like that, it really is
» CPKviperpheonix on 2005-08-21 02:39:03

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