WARNING!
if you are one who reads to critisize then do not read or comment
this is about my dream and a longing
(includes "lesbian thoughts")





okay, it's been a while since I put in a dream log..... the last one wasn't marked as such, but I wrote about a dream in it. (back in about the second or third month I had my nutang).


On one note... I'd also like to include that this dream is the same as my longing so I talk about them in equal amounts yet mixed. Also this isn't my dream from the night recently passed... it is from two nights ago.

as written in my hand journal

Friday
(12.23.05)

(5:09am) Hmm. This is slightly new for me. I long to be with another. To kiss and touch... to make love to another. Someone other than my dearest Anthony. He's hardly even in my dreams now, not for the past week... at least not as a main person. They vary in my dreams and thoughts, faces and bodies changing almost every time I close my eyes. One has stuck in my mind more than ever lately... one who I've been gone from for a while. One whose body I've always been attracted to, ever since we met years ago. I've been longing to touch her for the longest time, yet I know it must wait longer. I dream of kissing her passionately... to massage her tounge with mine. I want to run my hands gently over her soft skin. To lay with her... our naked bodies against eachother. I constantly see her below me as I kiss her neck, move down and kiss her chest. Cupping her bare, perfectly shaped breasts in my hands and tracing around her hard nipples with my fingertips and the tip of my tongue... listening to her heartbeat and increasing breaths... and to gently nibble on the tips of her nipples. Then to slowly move farther downward, kissing down the center of her stomache to eat her out... barely touching her with the tip of my tongue, then massaging deeper and deeper & listening to her soft moans of pleasure as I slide my finger into her. Adding to all of it even more. I long to feel her body in my arms, to tease her and pleasure her. But I know this won't happen anytime soon. No girl out here (that I feel strongly for) is that willing... and even if they were they'd be "just experimenting." Thus I must wait for the longest time.

Always,
Monkey

wow..
i got turned on reading this.. is that normal? lol I LOVE YOU!!
» Midnight on 2005-12-30 10:25:33

yeah..
if only it could have come true.. but ahhh. im not reading it again.. ugh not again.. lol
» Midnight on 2006-01-04 03:23:52

hmmm...
im not exactly as innocet as i was in middle school ^-^
» Midnight on 2006-01-08 11:44:12

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