Well, where to begin? It's been forever since I've updated - my mom got me hooked on this game site (Pogo.com) and I haven't been doing much more than that when I get online now. But I figured I'd swing by and see how my nutang's holding up. Obviously a bit has gone on since the last time I updated & I'm trying to determine how far back I can go without boring anyone with mindless rambling. Well my birthday was nothing very special - yay me! I'm 16 now!!! And that brought my sister out to visit once again - and we went to the Adventure Dome for one of the days she was here. I'm still in shock from that because my mom went on the roller coaster as well and that's like a death leap for her. But just the week after started testing/ final exams. I swear it doesn't feel like summer. That week went too quick. That whole school year went too quick. I spent days crying because Candice and Danny were to leave us once the year closed. And yes by Danny I mean my ex who crushed me so my freshman year. The week of testing flew by and I didn't get all of my farewells in to those who, though not graduating, will not be returning next year. Those who were graduating I would see the following week, so I wasn't stressing over finding them. And those who I would only be kept from over the summer never seemed to appear so I could get in one last goodbye for the next few months. I'd gotten a rat as well - a bit before school ended. She was kept secretly in a box in my room so my mother wouldn't find out. Sunday (the day before graduation) I ended up sick & in bed all day... which sucked. Monday I awoke and let Nibbles (the rat) out onto my bed as usual, and went to get into the shower. When I came out I discovered that she had died in the half hour I'd been gone, so my day started off pretty bad. We got to the graduation a bit late, I felt like I was going to pass out in the car cause I forgot to bring water, I cried through every speech that was made by one of my peers (especially Kathy's). The graduation ceremony - handing out the diplomas and turning of the tassles did nothing to my tear ducts. Afterward saying my goodbyes to those who succeeded I was simply smiles and hugs. Yet, while waiting for our ride to show up we said our final farewells to Danny and Candice and I cried for almost an hour between the time they left and the time we got back to Anthony's house. We went back to the same place for another graduation (Anthony's cousin's) two days later and that night at dinner I tried sushi. It's actually pretty good. It's not really chewy and slimey like I'd expected. Since then nothing much has happened. Sometime between today and Saturday we're going out to get another rat though - this one's going to be kept in a luxury cage over at Anthony's house; hopefully she doesn't pass as well. I spent a few hours last night fighting with some bitch because she doesn't like that me and Anthony are together cause I'm not okay with her. She thinks that they're really good friends or some shit, and he even told me he was only ever nice to her cause she was with his best friend. I think that's the main reason that a lot of us were nice to her. But now they're not together anymore and she's realizing that no one really likes her. Unfortunately I was the one she decided to question. From what she said I was so pissed I was shivering and my eyes were crystal blue. Those who know me really well (mostly those who know me from middle school chorus) know that that's really fucking hard to do. Well....... that's the basics of the past month and a half --- the first half of May was really nothing special at all, so I'll waste no time on it. I'll try to update a bit more often to keep the few of you who care filled in. Love Ya! <3

Another one of the World's Pawns,
Singe de Minuit

^.^
i love pogo.com. I use to play it all the time. I didn't cry at graduation sadly. I'll miss everyone tho! ~tear~ and DAMN. I've only seen you eyes crystal blue once, and although its quite pretty, i never wanna see you that livid again o.o
» Midnight on 2006-06-20 01:27:03

Hmm... Interesting.
At least you've been doing something. :] In my time away from NuTang, I did a whole lot of starting at walls and filling a little personal journal with boring nothings. As for graduations... I usually don't get emotional until after everything sort of sinks in and I realize that I won't be seeing my friends again as well. Assuming that's sort of the same thing that was going on with you, of course. Also, you "sign" your name in french! Awesome! Although I did think it said "Minute Monkey" before I thought about it. ^_^
» desertsnowstorm on 2006-06-23 01:58:26

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